raisin bran

i am not a morning person. one of my roommates is sunshine in the early morning hours though. i don't like seeing people that are so bright and cheery in the morning when have to focus on not running into the walls. i just can't handle it. its too early. why can't they just pretend i am not there? the look on my face should tell them i am not ready for the world yet. she doesn't care though and proceed to squeeze me and try to brighten my morning. all i ask is for like 30 mins to eat, shower, and feel like a new woman. then we can talk about whatever you want.

it is getting out of hand though. i find myself laying in bed when i have to use the bathroom just so i don't have to go through it again that morning. as soon as she leaves i creep out of my room. i realize this is horrible. but she makes me feel like bad person when she is so cheery all the time. sometimes i am just tired okay?